Search me O God (Day 15)

I've had a sense of "blockage" between God and me. It's not that I haven't felt His presence or that I stopped desiring Him, but it's a subtle feeling deep inside which led me to think there must be something wrong.

This morning I woke up with a desire or "quest" to find out and deal with it. God revealed to me it's a sin that I've just recently picked up. To most people's eyes, what I've been doing is acceptable, and even I dare to say 90% of Christians would have no problem with it given they've got the technology and convenience to do so. Yet I feel deep inside it's wrong and it's a sin bringing shame to God. Therefore I confess and repent of it, and do whatever is necessary to evidence my repentance.

The word of God came to me via Rom 5:6-11. In particular, I'm now convicted that the real joy can be found in God through Christ which definitely will surpass the pleasures of sin.

Have you realized something that is blocking and interfering your relationship with God? What is it? What have you been struggling with lately? Isn't it time to bring it open and deal with it?